Thursday

I think we could go far.

I am thinking of doing something with Sal, like go somewhere camping . I don`t know if I can, if we can do this or should just stay home. Can we carry ourselves, all the camping gear and the scooter? Maybe we could go somewhere and just rent a hotel room, we could still hike, I think we could. We could go far into a forest or the beach and bring a tent and make a fire on the beach or by a river or a lakes edge and fry bacon in the morning, couldn`t we? Could I breach the fires and make warmth? Maybe I am just stupid for thinking it and how will a father in a wheelchair/scooter make any great moment, and try and go with his disabled son on such a journey? I guess its just as stupid as my thinking that I can go looking for a memory, a memory for Sal, who likes being read to, who likes to play ball barefoot in the grass. His face would look at me with a sudden smile, I could, cause Sal to smile, wide in wonder or squint when I have been silly. Love and trust. That what you do with them, you will have done for the father. You think we should go on a trip?